The Fling

Ohhhhhhhhhh The fling with Bobby is over. I am just disappointed that such a good thing came to an end. I knew when I began it wouldn't last. I am 14 years older than he and he is still in college. Not want I need in my life...just what I needed at the time. The secrets, the sneaking around was great. He was fun and wanted by all the other girls at work. Younger girls! And he chose me! That makes me feel fantastic. We started by watching sherlock holmes together. I will not be able to watch that movie again with out thinking of Bobby. He kissed me at the end of it. Great kisser. That is a big thing for me because I love kissing. After that we played pool together. and then snuck back into the theater and watched Sherlock Holmes again. We made out the whole time. After that we went back to his car to listen to a song that he was telling me about. We ended up making out in his car for like an hour. It was great! I hadn't done anything like that in a long time. I was so worked up it was hard to stop. Funny thing was we were in the parking lot so long that one of the Mangers came out and got it her car and left. She was parked right next to us. Luckily she may have seen Bobby but could not have recognized me since she could only see the back of my head. We continued to sneak kisses when no one was looking. On the night of new years day Bobby came home with me after work. I was definately nervous and it didn't help that we texted about it alot. Damn the build up! It was all worth it. I enjoyed the night..more than once. He came over again on Sunday. We worked together, kissed in the theaters, texted, flirted..all under everyone's noses. This past Sunday was the last night we spent together. We had so much fun. We laughed soooooooooooooooooooooo much. After that, Monday I worked and Tuesday night he had to spend time with his parents so I visited him at work during the day. He walked me to my car and essentially said good-bye. There was little chance we would see each other again. That wasokay..I wanted mlore time...but I understood. I figured we would see each other in passing at work on Friday, his last day. I showed up and was told that he left town a day early and didn't show up to work. That made me sad...but what could i do. A couple hours into my work I get a text from him! That was great in my opinion because he didn't have to do that at all. He had already made it sound like once he was back in Mass. that this part of the world would be forgotten. But he didn't just disappear...he told me he would keep in touch and for me to stay out of trouble...ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh he was trouble. I loved it!

the new year

Well first of all Happy new year!

Went out on new years. My friend karin and I went to a place we love to frequent. It is of course a karaoke bar. She loves to sing. I suck at singing. It was a friend of her's birthday as well. Well this friend tells me the guy Diego at the table was asking her what she new about the cute girl in red. Hey I was the cute girl in red! (I am not agreeing that I am cute or whatever but I was the only one in red...it seems like black was the color of choice for the night-as always!)

Well I will continue that story but I have to get back to the one before. I have started a talk on Chris my actual ex-husband but I do not want to talk about that now. I want to continue my oh so rique encounters with the lovely little 20 college senior that has persuded me. The little movie encounter happened on Sunday night. We stayed and watched a movie and he kissed me at the end of the movie. We walked back out to our cars together where he kissed me again. this was really sweet, I tend to have a bad habit of going to far to fast and not able to back up. So this was a nice slow beginning to something I know is just a playful fling. I get a goofy smile just thinking about it. On Monday I went with a girlfriend to watch a movie and he was working. So cute! I stepped to the break room to say hi and he kissed me again. I am thinking great it wasn't just a thing yesterday...ahhhhhh it continues! We texted back and forth late into the night that night. On Tuesday I worked. He texted that he didnt know what he was going to do with himself the rest of the night. I told him if the thought of something and wanted company he could count on me. He tells me that is what he was hinting at. I told him, tell me straight out no hinting! We went out and played pool. Then back to the movies to watch (or not exactly watch) the movie again!

yeppers, like a kid again, but I didn't do these things as a kid so I guess i am making up for it now! We exited the side doors so any of the employees would not see us.

We ended up on the total opposite side from where our cars were. We were talking about music when He side that he has something he wanted me to here. So I sat in his car to listen to the song, well obviously this continued our make out session. I don't know how long we had been there but next thing we noticed was the night manager was leaving. Now remember we are both working here and we want no one to know about this. Well she may have recognized him but my back was to her so we are hoping she says nothing!! ha, ha, CRAZY!! It was funny. Wednesday we worked together for a couple hours, snuck out during our break. I am a very friendly flirty person. He pretty much ignored me...which would have been fine, but with my personality everyone would assume something is going on because we were avoiding each other. I told him just be cool, joke, laugh...etc..that is the way I act around everyone! He mellowed out a bit. He went home and texted me the rest of the night.

Thursday we were both off but it was new years eve. He decided to spend it with his family. He goes to school up north and doesn't get to visit his parents often. I went out my friend Karin as I said before. So now we are back to New Years Eve. I have this guy Diego eyeing me from across the room. I have my camera trying to take as many pics as I can. He comes up to me and says can you email me some of those. I was like sure. He says give my your phone number and I can text my email to you. I was like sure. ha! So now he has my number and texts me if it is okay to text and call me as well. See where does this come from? He was okay, handsome just not my type. (Yes I have a very specific type.)
During this I am texting Bobby and trying to pay attention to what is going on around me..singing drinking dancing drinking...etc. A wild night of fun.
So Bobby and I decide that we are both working Friday night and that we should really get together afterwards. The tension between us has built us so much at this point.

Now since I started at the beginning...and I have skipped to the end I haven't mentioned Scott. But lets just say at this point it has been 7 months since I have last had the pleasure of spending the night in someone's arms. I was so ready.

Well guys. Don't mean to leave you hanging but I have to get ready for work...Working with him tonight, see what tensions there are. Can I be more of a guy in this situation and just be cool with it? Or will my girly side show and demand attention or acknowledgemnt.

Hug and Kisses all...

Just me